well i have midterms this week and i didnt study shit!!! this will be a test of my mind if i do great on the mid terms then i can say im smart....lazy but smart....i think im the guy that can get a 4.0 GPA but i choose not to because i can choose not to...if u saw the movie perfect score im kind of like him but i dont smoke weed...and i do what is necessary to keep my scholarship...and for college i have three ways of paying for it...academic scholarship or athletic scholarship or have the military pay for it...or go the philippines its way cheaper there anyways....

i miss you
i miss the relationship we had
i miss our late night conversation
i miss your smile
i miss your presence in my life
i miss the old days
you have no idea what i would give to have you back in my life
no one knows me better than you do
i am ready to go back to you if you give me the chance
i know i did some stupid things....and im sorry for that....
i miss you......

i was in so much pain last night that i had to go to the ER....i went right around 4am but didnt leave until like 10am.....i had a c-scan done i had kidney stones i had them before and its not uncommon for them to come back.....i didnt have to stay cuz i was able to get it out of my kidneys....if i didnt i would have needed surgery or destroy to stones by sound waves...im in pain right now but i cant really feel it cuz im in narcotics right now.....things i shoudnt do while under narcs ummm drive, operate heavy machinery....etc.....all is well for now but when this damn things wears off ima have to use motrin which is not nearly as strong.......ill just have to wait and see.....

Boy meets girl

Boy gets girl

Boy loses girl

Boy buys assault rifle

Goes on shooting spree

Takes hostages

Holds the police at bay

Girl speaks to boy with bullhorn,

"Oh, darling," she says, "I love you so much.

Please give yourself up"

Being the gullible sap that he is,

boy falls for it

He comes out with his arms up

Police shoot boy in head with bullet

Empty-handed I entered the world

Barefoot I leave it.

My coming, my going --

Two simple happenings

That got entangled.

not much is happening....im pretty bored i cant wait to go back to school im tired of being bored all the freaking time so...i want to go back at least i got something to do.....im not going to play football this year....i am however going to play indoor track in the weight lifting team....i want to see a movie the AVP.....i played the game and it was pretty good i also saw Predator and alien movies it was also pretty good.....

not much is happing im just bored to death i finish reading diary of a young girl....for school....it was ok i guess....school is about to start soon and i feel like im not ready to go back yet.....i still want to see ppl that i havent seen in the longest time...my friend's bday is coming soon but im piss off cuz i cant make it and i want to see her again but....i dont have a ride...

this is my first entry in bravenet it seems that bravenet is doing extremly well